Celebrating Christmas in the Netherlands is something I have wanted so bad, since my return to Indonesia; especially 2006, I cried so bad missing my friends and family in the Netherlands. Yet, this year, having the opportunity to celebrate the joy of Christmas here, I regret my longing, saying in my heart "I wish I could be home for Christmas". This year is indeed a tough year. This Christmas makes me thinking of my grandparents, especially my grandma, who passed away last August, some weeks before my depature to the Netherlands. I dedicate this song, and this Christmas, to my grandma. Miss you, grandma
I think of loved ones who’ve passed away
And I pray their resting in a better place
I think of memories of years gone by
And sometimes Christmas makes me cryI think of soldiers across the seaAnd Sometimes I wonder why its them instead of meFor my freedom they give their livesAnd sometimes Christmas makes me cryTears of thankfulness, tears of hopeI cry tears of joy at Christmas cause I knowThere is peace on earth for every heart to findAnd sometimes Christmas makes me cryI think of families, I think of home
And say a prayer for those who spend this time alone
Cause love can reach out into a silent night
And that’s why Christmas makes me cryI think of Mary and the virgin birthAnd I’m amazed at how much God thinks we’re worthThat He would send His only Son to dieAnd sometimes Christmas makes me cry
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