My Naked Heart

Don't want you to see me like this, don't want you to know how it really is,
I put on this smile 'til you go away, and hope that my eyes don't give me away,
And I can pretend that everything is alright; I've gotten really good, I've done it all of my life,
I keep you at a distance so you can't tell I'm not doing very well.

If you find out who I really am...
If I show you what I keep in the dark...
Stripped of my defences, can your love really clothe my naked heart?

I've gotten so used to having this pain, can't imagine it could ever change,
If I should look at he truth inside I feel like I might not survive,
So I wrap up this part that doesn't look good; I make it look lovely, like I think it should,
But if you only know who I pretend to be I'll never know if you could really love me.

If you find out who I really am...
If I show you what I keep in the dark...
Stripped of my defences, can your love really clothe my naked heart?

(If you find out who I really am...
If I show you what I keep in the dark...
Stripped of my defences, can your love really clothe my naked heart?)

If you find out who I really am...
If I show you what I keep in the dark...
Stripped of my defences, can your love really clothe my naked heart?

Risen from the Deep Sleep

I am back!



Ah well, it's been almost a year that I have neglected this blog. No, I did not forget to update this blog. I was just so uninspired to write something religious or share my spiritual journey, as I haven't experienced any :(

This new year has inspired me to develop my spiritual journey and to share some (again) through this blog.

So, I hope this time I can be more inspired and discipline to update this blog.

How are you, anyway?

He's not finished with me yet

A very nice song i listened at KSBJ online radio.
It appears to be a very great encouragemnt for my situation now.



Waith And See - Brandon Heath

I was born in Tennessee
Late July humidity
Doctor said I was lucky to be alive

I’ve been trouble since the day that I got here
Trouble till the day that I disappear
That’ll be the day that I finally get it right

Chorus

There is hope for me yet
Because God won’t forget
All the plans he’s made for me
I have to wait and see
He’s not finished with me yet

I never really was that good in school
I talked too much, broke the rules
Teacher thought I was hopeless fool alright

I don’t know how but I made it through
It’s one of those things that you’ve gotta do
But I always had a knack for telling the truth

Still wondering why I’m here
Still wrestling with my fear
But oh, He’s up to something
And the farther on I go
I’ve seen enough to know
That I’m, not here for nothing
He’s up to something

So now’s my time to be a man
Follow my heart as far as I can
No telling where I’m ending up tonight
I never slow down or so it seems
But singing my heart it’s one of my dreams
All I gotta do is hold on tight